It Just Amazes Me

It just amazes me
How I manage to be nice
To the people who deserve my hatred,
When I smile and give good advice
To those who stab me in the back.
It just amazes me
How I manage to share
With those who give or bring me
Nothing but pain, agony, hurt and disappointment.
It just amazes me
How I do my best not to judge others;
The same people who judge me
Based on my looks, attitude or mistakes
It just amazes me
How I manage to care
For those who have done nothing
But neglect me and my feelings.
It just amazes me
How I manage to be there
For those who turned their back
When I needed them the most.
It just amazes me
How I manage to laugh with
Those who only rumoured and laughed about me
It just amazes me
The number of things I take in
So that others may feel better or happy.
It just amazes me
The lengths I will go to
To make people who couldn’t care less
Happy or to please them
It just amazes me
At how stupid I am being
For putting other persons’ happiness
Before my own joy.
It just amazes me
At how nice I could be to others
Whilst they are not nice to me.
It just amazes me
How I do my best not to disappointment others
When others continuously disappoint me
It just amazes me…..

By: Tonii

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