Broken

It’s clear to see that she always felt something for you…broken she wants to see me..
Are you playing dumb or you’re too blind to see…
I believedin your lies of loving every bit of my petty life…
See I didn’t think it would all be lies…
You pushed me away with ridiculous reasons and for what other people say…
But it doesn’t matter cuz I still love you more everyday…
Without you in my life I feel like nothing…
Cause when you left me…you left something
It was shattered on the first of September…
You set me free but then engaged me…I can clearly remember

You said in time…I will find another
But I can’t bear the pain of going through another
Was I just a game to end at a sudden moment?
Or were you aiming for a postponement…
I want to see you happy, I really do..
But I want happiness for me too…
See you are my happiness and that’s what’s messed up
But you can’t understand that…you’re clearly messed up…
You said that you will always be there for me…
But that would be another lie…I can already see…

I’d prefer the truth than those lies to my face..
But clearly I was never first place..
I made you my number one priority
I gave you everything without thinking of the effects on me
Everything except my innocence…
I guess now it actually makes sense…
You need to see that they were just trying to break us…
And you made them achieve their goal without any focus…
I will smile through the pain…
But I’m never gonna love that hard again…
You made me promises you never kept…
That’s why I cried every night before I slept…

You said you don’t do relationships but you did just for me…
But apparently you’re gonna do it for her too I see…
It’s hard to move on when you still have my heart…
I never imagined us being apart…
And you moved on so fast…
I had to question that…
I still love you….I really do
But if happy is her…
I’m happy for you.

By: Alvina Charles

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